Saturday, June 25, 2011

6 minutes

Err so today was awful exercise wise but I did go fishing this morning and did walk around some today. I wasn't feeling that great. Note to self: Drink more water than you think you need while on the treadmill. I'm so dehydrated it's not funny. I should have had something to replenish my body (because all the water just went straight through) but I couldn't think of anything--- hence feeling horrible most of the day. It didn't help that I've been silently stressing out all day. Stress + Dehydration = Moodiness.

I've realized every time I see a bikini I start getting tense like I should be there already but really if I look at it mathematically I would not be in a bikini comfortably until about 30 pounds from now. I cannot rush it but I need to make a better routine for going to the gym with my clothes, music, and nourishment.


Valerie said...

Look at all the progress you've made. Thirty pounds is both nothing and everything at the same time. It will come in due time, and once you've finally achieved your goal, you'll look back and think how easy it all was. In the meantime, though, things are hard and frustrating. Just take it one day at a time. You're rockin' it!

Lilies in my Cereal said...

I hope so! I was thinking earlier about how I couldn't think of the complete reason of what made me start to lose weight so hopefully this is another thing of just getting over it and letting it happen... Thanks! :)