Rethinking the doctor's visit

The more I've been thinking about my doctor's actual words the more confused I am about this whole BMI and normal weight thing. If I get down to 140 and I still have the shadow of love handles I'm going to keep going because I don't want to see them. I can't stand them still being here. Also, I'm going to try to do more standing crunches. Anywho, I'm rereading The New Rules of Lifting for Women. I am determined that I will keep dropping pounds. I want an overall way smaller body and I know I can get there if I'm determined! It doesn't matter if I have this MRI coming. I will keep exercising.