Friday, December 17, 2010
The christmas dress I bought looks nothing like anything I envisioned it to be.. I like the slinky material though. It's not itchy or stuffy. I'm looking at the photos of myself though and I'm thinking.. I don't really look different from last year. Maybe it takes like 60 pounds to see the difference in a similar dress.... 40 pounds isn't enough... I can see a difference in my face but I am not seeing the difference in my body. Not in this dress. Maybe the one for my birthday but not this one. Sigh.
This is me from when I had lost weight apparently 5 years ago. Oh how it feels like I'm trying to reinvent the past.... I'm not sure my weight but I like how I look in the dress. See the difference? Still a lot to work towards.