Venting...

I'm upset that I can't seem to get down my weight this week even though I worked out 4 times this week. I need to hurry up and find a place to jog because this plateau is not cute! I have goals that I want to accomplish! Hopefully I will not have this plateau for long because I really want to be "overweight" and not "obese" anymore. I'm kicking myself for wasting a whole month with shenanigans but I'm working out and I feel it more than I used to. My goals of feeling comfortable in a swimsuit is going to be a reality. BAHHHH. I'm just mad I keep seeing this revolving door of wanting to lose weight and then being afraid to lose weight to sabotage to anger to losing weight.... When will I be happy with the weight I lose??